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Blog EntryAfterbirthJul 1, '08 10:33 PM
for everyone
If yesterday's any indication of the coming year, I'm in for a wild ride to 33. At which point I can be crucified. Thanks to the well-wishers by category here: (Pasensiya na sa obscure references.)

By text:
  • Ate Marcy, one of my cousins. She'll probably not read this unless she starts getting online more often.
  • Jovan, who technically greeted first at 12:03 AM.
  • Karlos "Spooky" de Mesa, of Driver Down and Biscochong Halimaw, who will be playing this Saturday.
  • "Zig Pogi" (it says that on my phone at his insistence).
  • Marco Harder!
  • Jac Lim, whom I still owe cab fare and a glomp back. >.>
  • My blockmate Elena Bautista.
  • Selena and Kathy, who texted virtually at the same time. "Magkasama kayo, no?" I asked, and apparently they weren't together. Dun-dun-dun!
  • Mika Fabella, my Swanling. ;)
  • Tita Marian, Rej's mom.
  • Eileen Ang, who should get back to blogging.
  • My blockmate Alex Villafania, who's probably interviewed some of you guys for his Inquirer tech and hobby articles.
  • Lianne, whom I met only once (courtesy of Mika) and was nice enough to send a greeting.
  • Magnolia, whom I miss.
  • Annwen, her husband Apa, and their newborn son, Diego.
  • Reitch, who was so harassed the whole day, but still managed to text at 11:00 PM. Nakatulog ka na ba ng maayos?
By Multiply:
  • Tricia Yruma-Mori, all the way from Japan. Hope you're enjoying your vacation, dear.
  • Hanah, who will, one way or another, come here to party when she visits from the Land of Offshore Bank Accounts and Shady Deals.
  • Marco, who covered two of the many bases.
  • Nick, who will hopefully be feeling better by this weekend.
  • Franny, fresh from The Night Monkeys launch.
  • Jimple. If the Bikol Region ever instituted a Poet Laureate, he'd be it.
  • Raya Martin, the more famous of the Martin brothers. Labyu Mayo!
  • Ina Cosio, whom I haven't seen in ages.
  • Jason Caballa, musician and new Multiply friend.
  • Luna and her dedicated blog post. Now I have to live up to being 'fabulous'.
  • Joon Guillen.
  • Paolo Manalo, via PM. Thanks again!
  • Aldus, with his flattering tribute on the Manox Multiply site.
  • Az, who also shares this birthday with me, Princess Diana, Pamela Anderson Lee, and Canada. Labo!
  • Cos Colluela and his snarkiness.
  • Rom, whom I hope has the butterfly sheets she was looking for.
  • Grace, who can always get kittens from us if she misses being owned by them.
By Facebook:
  • Dat, who also sent an e-card.
  • Karlos de Mesa, who's new to Facebook and this whole online community thing!
  • Jovan and Ava, who sent Peanuts greetings. Did you guys know my parents got together over Charlie Schultz?
  • Emma Therese Maglaque, from the bowels of law school. (Tama ba?)
  • Lia Bulaong, blockmate. Oo, putangina. Matanda na ako. Pweh.
  • Jia Mendoza, Manox fan since 2003!
  • Iana the gymnast. We should play Twister again!
  • Rocky, who also gave me a boot.
  • Janette Toral, blogger, consultant, Facebook contact.
  • Osama bin-Alec, as he will be called once he flies to Abu Dhabi, the Land of Cute Kittens.
  • Fellow half-Indian Klassy, who instinctively remembers my birthday for some reason.
  • Macy. We'll be with you in spirit this Saturday. We'll take goood care of Aids.
  • Ralph de Ocampo, from wherever in the world he may be.
  • Edsel, of the early-morning party shift. And Musings of a Cigarette-smoking Man.
  • And Fizz, Ava's friend from Maryknoll (hahaha!).
By phonecall:
  • Joy Reyes of Floating-Point Architecture fame.
  • Lizelle, Mylee's sister, whom I hope arrived safely in L.A.
  • Ian Roxas, first thing in the morning.
  • My dad, Paul Kurrien, Sr. All the way from Bangalore, where he took a break from overseeing sewer repair in his church to call me. No, he's not a preacher-man. There's no Carly Simon song here. Move along now.
  • Marc Laureano of the impeccable timing, calling right after my yoga class from New Zealand.
  • Jon Sideño, Binondo toughie, Captain of the Defiant, and plyer of booze.
  • Lorie, who should be back in Singapore by now.
By Yahoo! Messenger:
  • Shey. Who will sleep over.
  • Joon Guillen. In French.
  • Ron. Hey there, sexy back.
  • Macy, with her huge-ass greeting (size 32 font!).
  • Pauline Anne Escalante, a friend and batchmate from KontraGaPi.
  • Karen Simbulan, Attorney-at-Law. Very busy!
  • Marion Santos and her drive-by greeting.
  • Jaunjie, ah este, Virgilind Villanueva-Pallarca, blockmate, old friend, and now, neighbor.
  • Joelle Florence Patrice Jacinto. Kailangan buo.
  • Mikah, who was thoughtful and sadistic enough to call me "Junjun".
  • Chiqui, who, like most people, called me the Ancient Indian.
  • Gigi of Via Astris, who thinks Paolo may not be able to comply with the no-shoes rule.
  • Hanah. Planstado na ba ang uniform for tomorrow?
  • Abbey, who doesn't look her age at all.
  • Zig, covering more than one base.
  • Alec. Thanks for finding the time in the middle of your turnover.
  • Carl. Ah este, si Nick pala.
  • Paraluman Cruz, also relaying greetings from Popo. Bastos pa rin ba?
  • Charlene Valdez, Attorney-at-Law. Shite, so many lawyer friends.
  • Adam, while probably surrounded by his seven balikbayan boxes.
  • Hectooor! (I've never cracked that joke. Had to do it once.)
  • Ryllah, who greeted before she flew for Singapore. Hope you had a safe flight!
By gift:
  • My housemates Dante, Rej, and Oneal, who got me a heavy cast-iron pan that will NEVER (JAMAIS! NUNCA!) be washed with detergent. Only hot water and a brush. I have christened it The Hittite.

Blog EntryThe Big Read Book MemeJun 29, '08 12:53 AM
for everyone
Nicked from Mary Ann.

The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own blog so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them ;)

Disclaimer: It's the Great White Canon, I'm afraid.

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen (Read twice within three or four months?)

2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien (I really should, shouldn't I?)

3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte (If only to get the references in other works, like The Eyre Affair, by Jasper Fforde.)

4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling (Only until The Order of the Phoenix. I'll finish the series eventually. Just don't feel compelled to read it now.)

5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee

6. The Bible - Most of it, at least. Back in school, I had to memorize a verse each day and a chapter each month. And of course it was the King James version, which I still prefer over later translations.

7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte (This was required in my English 22 class--Survey of English Literature II--but I never got to finish it. So gloomy.)

8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell (Also required in the aforementioned English 22 class. We were only required to read half the book, but I ended up reading the whole thing. Let's all learn Newspeak!)

9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman (I might, but not sure. Anyone care to convince me to read the series?)

10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens (It's one of those I-really-should-read-that-one books.)

11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott (Maybe not this one.)

12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy (I could use some more convincing here.)

13. Catch-22 - Joseph Heller (It was funny the first time I read it. I tried reading it again, and I wanted to cry. Why?)

14. Complete Works of Shakespeare (Only thirteen out of the thirty-six, so far. Still whittling away at it. Reading old Will reveals some unexpected finds, like early uses of the words 'punk' and 'the dickens'.)

15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier (I have Rej to impose Du Maurier on me.)

16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien (Will read this with the same sense of obligation as with the trilogy.)

17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks

18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger (Read three or four times. Once in my teens, which led to my dropping out of Manila Science High School, and the other two or three times in my twenties with less catastrophic results. Still love it.)

19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger (What's this?)

20. Middlemarch - George Eliot (Still open to convincing.)

21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell (Or should I just watch the movie?)

22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald (Read this twice. Am a huge Fitzgerald fan, of course.)

23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens (Now if you change this to Oliver Twist, at least then I can say I've read one of his works.)

24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy (Do I have to? Hindi ba puwedeng Nabokov na lang?)

25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams (I should read this, but it'll probably inspire more enthusiasm than the other should-reads.)

26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh (Until I read Adrian Mole, I also thought Waugh was a woman. *blush*)

27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Do I have to? Part II.)

28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck (Do I have to? Part III.)

29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll

30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame

31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy (Really, these Russians.)

32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens

33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis (Yeah, yeah.)

34. Emma - Jane Austen (Read this twice within the same six-month period.)

35. Persuasion - Jane Austen (My favorite of the Austen novels. Also read twice within the first half of this year.)

36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis (Redundandant!)

37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini

38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres (Mmmaybe.)

39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden (Saw the movie. If the book's anything like it, or any James Clavell novel, then it's an orientalist piece of snot.)

40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne

41. Animal Farm - George Orwell (But maybe not.)

42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown (Stopped after the first few chapters out of sheer boredom. Might resume it, just to know the extend of how it sucks.)

43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez (Read twice. Might read again a few more times.)

44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving

45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins (Who?)

46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery

47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy

48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood (Perhaps, unless there are other Atwood books people think are better.)

49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding (Not sure about this one.)

50. Atonement - Ian McEwan

51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel (Perhaps.)

52. Dune - Frank Herbert (Read the first book four times, the second book twice, and the entire six-book series once. Frank Herbert rocks my socks.)

53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons

54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen (Part of my Austen craze this year.)

55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth (If this reads like one of those Russian novels, maybe not.)

56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon

57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens

58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley

59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon (Very interested in this one. Joon, how's A Spot of Bother?)

60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez (I tried. I failed.)

61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck (Read twice: once in high school, once in college. OK lang.)

62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov (Soon.)

63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt

64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold

65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas (The grandfather of the telenovela. Read this one chapter a day to simulate the experience.)

66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac (Eight bleeding months to finish this one. Love snippets of it, but reading this book is like mining. You have to hammer away to find the gems. You'd have better luck with The Subterraneans. It's more compact.)

67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy (Saw the movie. Will the book depress me as much? It starred Christopher Eccleston, yes?)

68. Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding (Hahaha! No one could've written a better homage to Pride and Prejudice.)

69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie (I did enjoy The Satanic Verses and Haroun and the Sea of Stories.)

70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville (Nah, I'm good. Whales are an endangered species, man. Besides, I get enough Dick references in Star Trek.)

71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens (Required reading in high school. Liked it enough to finish it.)

72. Dracula - Bram Stoker

73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett

74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson

75. Ulysses - James Joyce (For me, this is like the Kilimanjaro of readers. And Finnegans Wake is the Everest.)

76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath (Quillfolk, any votes of confidence?)

77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome

78. Germinal - Emile Zola

79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray

80. Possession - AS Byatt (Just finished rereading it. Brilliant postmodern shit.)

81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens

82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell

83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker

84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro

85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert (My mom does love the book.)

86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry

87. Charlotte's Web - E.B. White (One of my first book-report books, back in elementary! Don't you just love Templeton? And imagine my surprise, in college, at being required to have a copy of Elements of Style by the same author!)

88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom (Talaga?)

89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle (Fine. I thought I was OK with Poe's Dupin stories.)

90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton

91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad (Maybe not. I read somewhere that Conrad only believed in using English in a literal sense. As in ayaw niya ng metaphor and other figures of speech. Ang corny, diba?)

92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery (Required in high school and college. The kind of book you have to read when you're young.)

93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks

94. Watership Down - Richard Adams

95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole

96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute

97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas (Loved the novel, hated the movie. Stupid Disney. Unfortunately, only this Monte Cristo, and The Man in the Iron Mask are available in English translation. Apparently, there were more novels with the musketeers.)

98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare (Redundant nanaman. Read it three, four times, though.)

99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl

100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo (The Hunchback of Notre Dame na lang.)

Blog EntryThe Quilt and Film Movement, Diliman-London 2003Jun 25, '08 12:42 PM
for everyone
The first of the weird theater dreams.

The day after Writers' Night in 2003, I went back to UP on some business or other. As usual, I was coming from the UP Quill tambayan (
Talulah Craft to the uninitiated) and had to go somewhere inside the Faculty Center. This involved the usual walk up the stairs and walkway that follows the FC's façade, which we called the Confessional. This walk gives one a peek through some windows into some of the faculty offices that line those academic halls. One professor had left his (or her) windows open, giving me a view of a figure with long hair, with a shawl wrapped around its shoulders as it looked into some frosted mirror. I was in a hurry, and as always, I climbed, Batman-style, into the hallway linking Gallerias I and II. This maneuver always saved me a round trip to the door facing AS.


Once inside, I was suddenly naked and aware that a play, staged in the nearby Teatro Hermogenes Ylagan, was just about to end. Not wanting to be exposed, I rushed through the hallways of the first floor. The hallways describe a figure eight, with two long, parallel corridors and three shorter ones cutting across: Gallerias I, II, and the corridor at the end where the faculty restrooms are. I passed the entrance to Ylagan and turned the corner at the end, looking for an empty office to hide in. Of course, I didn't want to hide in the room where some professor was conducting an arcane ritual. I found one around the next bend, near the stairs leading to the basement.

The door was blocked by a large dog, though. It seemed friendly enough and let me into the office, or at least what looked like an office in the middle of some repairs. For some reason, I found a quilt in there, which I wrapped around me. Then the theater-goers went out, and it didn't seem to bother them that I was naked under the quilt.

I went down into the basement with some people, but instead of finding the usual canteen (Katag, if it's still there now), it was some kind of loading bay for museum artifacts. By this time a suit and tie had somehow materialized and clothed me under the quilt. So I walked towards the Academic Oval, where I was met by a bunch of other people in similar attire--without quilts on their shoulders, that is. And for some reason, Diliman had merged with London. Big Ben and the Carillon were one and the same, and there was a light mist in the air, as if it were spring in England or an early morning in December here.

Apparently, the people I was walking with were part of some artsy protest march, and they were headed towards the Sunken Garden (maybe Hyde Park, too?). We all took our seats near the Grandstand; mine was on the far left of the audience. It became clear then that this group was protesting the banning of some film from the local cinemas, and in defiance of this censorship, they decided to screen it in as public a manner as possible, projected onto the rear façade of the Main Library. But before any of it could be shown, we had to sing some kind of invocation. They needed a flag, and apparently it was the quilt I found back in that FC office. In a few moments, it was flying from some flagpole that showed up just for that moment.

I woke up after that, wrapped in a comforter against the December cold.

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Carillon picture from Wendell Capili.
Hardin ng mga Diwata and Faculty Center pictures from the College of Arts and Letters website.

Blog EntryThe French Noodle Festival, UP DilimanJun 23, '08 9:26 PM
for everyone
I was a freshman in UP, waiting for a friend to get done with his studying for the day so I could go with him to meet his mother. He said he would be done by 1:00 AM. His boarding house was was placed where the UP Cooperative is now and was run by my ninang. She was too busy to talk or even pay attention to me, so I alternated between sitting in the cramped living room and going back and forth into the rooms, passing my friends equally uncommunicative boarding-house mates. At half past midnight, I noticed that my friend had fallen asleep on his bed with a plate of food on his lap, and everyone at the boarding house looked like they wanted me out of there.

So I went out and looked for the jeep that would take me through Sta. Ana--the geography had changed sightly and shifted Diliman closer to Manila. There weren't any jeeps, so I tried passing through the Shopping Center. The people there were closing it up for the night, with chains and padlocks around the door handles and signs prohibiting people from staying inside after hours.

I walked some more, this time to the Bahay ng Alumni. I entered through what must have been a backstage entrance, because there was some activity going on up ahead. There were several foot-wide gaps in the floor that stretched out towards the front, and I followed them by walking on the uninterrupted floor on the right. It wouldn't do to fall into the gaps, after all. When I got to the front, I remembered that there was a noodle exhibit I'd forgotten to attend. Fortunately, the entrance was free and you could go in anytime.

Of course, the highlight of the exhibit was just about to start. I found myself--and at least a hundred other people--on top of a black, 100-foot platform studded with smaller white platforms. In front of the small platforms, noodles dangled, dry and brightly colored, like straw or hay. We were supposed to climb down those white platforms and stroke the noodles for the acoustic pleasures they produced. The absence of safety harnesses was probably part of the experience.

But before I could do any of that, the show started. I sat on the far right of the stage, with a guy and his son (he must've been six). The whole thing was sponsored by this brand called Lively, a variant on the brand of breadsticks that came packaged with its own chocolate dip. Anyway, the show started off with some ominous organ music with techno undertones. Suddenly, there was this screen in front of the stage, blending projected images with neon lights displaying "French" words for 'breasts' and 'woman' and 'prostitute'. It was obviously preaching against commodified or shallow love in a way that was so bold and avant-garde it could only be French.

Then the stage we were sitting on (my feet were thankfully long enough to rest on one of the little white platforms) started moving backwards. It picked up speed. The father beside me told his son, "Don't be lively!" perhaps so the little boy wouldn't fall off. I retreated into myself and tried not to move so much; I didn't want to fall off, either. The speed picked up, and the images on the screen in front flashed with greater frequency as the whole experience built up to some climax. When the stage stopped moving, I jumped off to the more solid sidelines and ran off.

My feet were hot. I woke up, and found the sun shining on them.

Blog EntryWonderingJun 23, '08 12:53 PM
for everyone
Am I doing my best, or trying too hard?

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I should get a copy of this book one of these days.

Blog EntryOn my ShelfJun 14, '08 7:07 AM
for everyone
Since Ron's going to spend the night here tonight, I decided to ready the extra-strong harness and the studded paddles he likes so much. I also made sure to give my room a good cleaning, since we're going to get dirty later on.

Seriously, though. :-P

Ron's allergic to cat hair, and the felines have been spending a lot of time in my room lately. I figured anaphylactic shock wouldn't really work for Ron. Bleh, taking mind out of gutter now.

Better to put it on the shelf, with all the books there. Mine, borrowed, given, forgotten at the house, read, unread, what have you. And I'm too lazy to use Shelfari or LibraryThing as yet.


Here, on top of my White Wolf gaming books, are my Shakespeare, The Shakespeare Book of Lists which the housemates gave me for Christmas, Nigella Lawson's cookbook Forever Summer (the show of which I've seen several times over), Reitch's Austen compilation, and Jon's Into the Wild.

To the left is a copy of The Last Tycoon, from one of my English professors, who gave it to me because I was (and am) such a Fitzgerald fan; The Faber Book of Modern Verse, which Aldus has had since our college days; the two Bridget Jones novels, which I bought when I had that hankering for Jane Austen; Jon's Kitchen Confidential, V for Vendetta from my lovely mother; Reitch's Books of Magic: Summonings; a TPB I got at National Cubao because it was cheap; and Tobie's copy of Adventure!.


The stack on the right has Eats, Shoots & Leaves, Oneal's pasalubong from Vegas; The Alchemist (overrated? haven't read it yet), The Screwtape Letters, and The English Patient, all from my mom; Reitch's The Satanic Verses, which I bought a couple of years ago and still need to pay for; my fiction instructor's Vintage Book of Contemporary American Short Stories; Czar's novel, Warpath; Simulacra & Simulation, which Oneal got Rej during the heyday of The Matrix; Maryann's Orlando, and a copy of Myth and Meaning which I think I found lying around the house somewhere; and there's The Sibley Guide which the housemates got as a birthday present in 2006.

In the middle is the Tan twins' yoga book by Tara Fraser. Then there's the e.e. cummings compilation I got last week; my copy of Northanger Abbey; Mayo's The Portable Jack Kerouac; Baudolino, again from my mom; The Crack-up, which Aldus gave me (I'm a Fitzgerald fan to the point that people give me copies of his books :D); my fiction professor's Art Objects; a Norton Anthology I dug up at one of the Book Sales here; Vocalese by Aldus Santos (!); and Rant, a birthday gift from Burt.


And down below: Lost in a Good Book, a Jasper Fforde novel I found last week, part of a series my friends Lorie and Mylee love and I haven't begun (sorry guys!); the Grammar and Style Guide I use for my English training, and was published by the same guys who produced the World Book Encyclopedia; The Chicago Manual of Style, also from my mother who loves me that much; The Politically Incorrect Guide (PIG) to English and American Literature, which Rej got in California after the Rose Parade; and on the left, the Roseros' copy of 70 Favorite Stories for Young Readers, which I also had growing up. And that violet bundle in between books? Dante's Tarot cards (which I use), wrapped in Tita Ruby's scarf.

Of course, this is just the abridged, enumerative version. Maraming kuwento bawat libro diyan.

Blog EntryThe Worst Day in JuneJun 11, '08 9:30 PM
for everyone
Came down with diarrhea Tuesday night. Not sure if it was the Monday's Chinese lunch, Monday's Japanese dinner, or Tuesday's longganiza lunch. No one else who had the same food has the same signs and symptoms, so not sure what the cause is. Had headaches and intestinal grumblings. Finished off Dante's Coke stash, topped it off with loperamide, and went to bed achy all over.

Woke up with headache Wednesday morning. Head throbs when sitting up, standing up, sitting down, lying down, and coughing. Feels like 1/4 of a flu: no fever, cold, or severe chills, but have achy joints and head. Had to endure pain as do not like taking painkillers. Tummy was behaving by this time, though. Had to cancel first session of pilot training program for basic English with a client, though. Tried to nap in the afternoon. Woke up with wind blowing rain in east-to-west direction, i.e. right into the fucking bedroom windows, which are leaky. A rare occurrence; last time was during the Milenyo storm in '06. Had to move bed from under the windows, stuff rags and old shirts to catch the drippage and direct it to receptacles on floor. On the upside, found pen under bed.


Didn't have appetite all day, but Rej made light soup with onions, ginger, dried parsley, mushrooms, and sesame oil. She was afraid she'd put in too much toyo, but it was perfect, considering the dehydration. Managed to have some rice with the soup. Went to bed early, woke up feeling slightly better.

Have decided to call yesterday the Worst Day in June as any other worse days are not permitted.

Blog EntryI once dreamt I was shot in the head ...Jun 9, '08 6:26 PM
for everyone
... but I was saved by my dandruff helmet.

Blog EntryBrunch with Ava and Ian, Take 2Jun 7, '08 5:20 AM
for everyone
Originally, it was supposed to be dinner at Makati last week, but stuff happened and we had to postpone. We had more success today with a Chocolate Kiss brunch, followed by a walk and coffee at the Vargas Museum. Yay for catching up.











We saw a bit of creative vandalism just outside the museum, which led to the following bit of fun, courtesy of Ian's phone camera:



Blog EntryDangerJun 5, '08 9:06 PM
for everyone
"What is it? My dear?"

"Ah, how can we bear it?"

"Bear what?"

"This. For so short a time. How can we sleep this time away?"

"We can be quiet together, and pretend -- since it is only the beginning -- that we have all the time in the world."

"And every day we shall have less. And then none."

"Would you rather, therefore, have had nothing at all?"

"No. This is where I have always been coming to. Since my time began. And when I go away from here, this will be the midpoint, to which everything ran, before, and from which everything will run. But now, my love we are here, we are now, and those other times are running elsewhere."

"Poetic, but not comfortable doctrine."

"You know, as I know, that poetry is not comfortable, however. Let me hold you, this is our night, and only the first, and therefore the nearest infinite... You are safe with me."

"I am not at all safe, with you. But I have no desire to be elsewhere."

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Still reading Possession. An affair by which all others will be measured.

Blog EntryUnbelievableJun 5, '08 1:14 AM
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I'd never gotten anything higher than 134 in other online tests, leading to serious doubts as to how I got into UP in the first place. And now this. Of course, I also didn't know what I scored in the IQ section of the UPCAT. Anyway, since it's shockingly high, I'll post it. Baka may maniwala.

Free IQ Test
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Blog EntryThe Flight of the MontgolfiersJun 4, '08 11:24 AM
for everyone

While it's still June 4th:

On this day, in 1783, Joseph-Michel and Jacques-Étienne Montgolfier, the sons of a paper-manufacturing family in France, flew the first hot-air balloon in the world. The contraption flew the length of 1.2 miles and had an estimated altitude of 5,200 to 6,600 feet. Months later, they repeated this experiment for the benefit of Louis XVI of France, this time with a sheep, a duck, and a rooster.

The Mongolfier brothers are two of the first inventors I'd learned of. I loved reading about flight as a kid, and images of those first inventions reflected the wonder I felt--and probably what the inventors themselves felt, too. The image of rejects from the cast of the Musicians of Bremen taking to the sky in a contraption of blue taffeta for the benefit of a bewigged king may look comic now--something out of a Terry Gilliam animation--but back then, what kind of awe and wonder did it inspire?

Source: Wikipedia


Blog EntryLove among PoetsJun 2, '08 1:37 AM
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"I have dreamed nightly of your face and walked the streets of my daily life with the rhythms of your writing singing in my silent brain. I have called you my Muse, and so you are, or might be, a messenger from some urgent place of the spirit where essential poetry sings and sings. I could call you, with even greater truth -- my Love -- there, it is said -- for I most certainly love you and in all ways possible to man and most fiercely. It is a love for which there is no place in this world -- a love my diminished reason tells me can and will do neither of us any good, a love I tried to hide cunningly from, to protect you from, with all the ingenuity at my command. (Except complete silence, you will rightly say, which was out of my power.) ...

"... What do I ask? you will enquire in your precise and yet mocking way -- cutting down my protestations to precise proposals. I do not know -- how can I know? I only cast myself upon your mercy, not to be cut off, not scanted with a single famished kiss, not yet, not now. Can we not find a small space, for a limited time -- in which to marvel that we have found each other?"

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Been rereading A.S. Byatt's Possession. It echoes the male passions for exploration, science, and art, (as one might read in the work of Coleridge or Wordsworth) and the female anxieties voiced through myths, folk tales and cautionary bedtime stories. Everything's held together by a belt tightened by the cutbacks on academic funding in Thatcher's Britain and contrasted with a better-funded American academe bent on fetishizing and mummifying dead poets. The book speaks in many voices: narrative, diary, letters, poems, all modes following different characters; it boggles the mind how Byatt managed to hold it all in her head, and even moreso to set it all down on paper.

Oh, to write something with a fraction of this brilliance.


Blog EntrySteamMay 28, '08 2:36 PM
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Despite my best efforts, my yoga mat almost always gets slippery with sweat within the first 20 minutes of our sessions. I wipe my sweaty hands and forearms on my shorts, hastily pass the sleeve of my t-shirt across my forhead, change where I place my hands on the mat so the perspiration from my elbows doesn't roll down my arms whenever I plant my palms flat on the rubbery surface, but all of this is to no avail.

It drips down my chin and through the goatee if I'm face down on the mat, regardless of whether I'm lying on my chest or holding the floor away with my arms, and it soaks through my shirt if I lie on my back. Standing with my palms clasped in prayer only lets it drip down from my elbows, as if they were leaky gutters in a light summer shower.

My mat has to be sticky for me to do the poses properly, since I have to focus on them rather than on trying not to slip one way or another. But that's not to be. Maybe the real challenge is in finding one's balance even when one's own bodily fluids conspire against this very goal.

Last week, we were told to shift to one of the warrior poses. Unlike in the picture above, there was no open air or sun to speak of, only five bright lamps glaring down at me and my class from around 30 feet above. My arm moved in the way of one of those lights, and presented me with this sight: steam rising from my forearm.


Blog EntryFill in the BlanksMay 26, '08 2:51 AM
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"That's not how you do it!" his mother-in-law scolded, interposing herself between him and his new bride.

"Here, let me show you how to do it."

 

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Based on a conversation at Roseroland in Parañaque on Saturday, May 24, 2008.

Picture depicts Sansevieria trifasciata, also known as the snake plant, or by its more popular common name, mother-in-law's tongue.


Blog EntrySynesthesia TestMay 21, '08 10:33 AM
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Grabbed from Avavoo.

73%

Strange wording, "wired for creativity". Biglang nagkaroon ng expectations.


Blog EntryGentleman, 1816; Something Else Entirely, 2008May 6, '08 9:30 AM
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"'But Mr. Knightley does not want to marry. I am sure he has not the least idea of it. Do not put it into his head. Why should he marry? He is as happy as possible by himself; with his farm, and his sheep, and his library, and all the parish to manage; and he is extremely fond of his brother's children. He has no occasion to marry, either to fill up his time or his heart.'"

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Jane Austen + Blackadder = Naughty Thoughts

Must read someone else now.


Blog EntryStyle Mo Bulok, c. 1816May 1, '08 11:18 PM
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If you've ever befriended someone to get closer to someone else, or were the object of such machinations, this one's for you:

"'Good heaven!' cried Mr. Elton, 'what can be the meaning of this? Miss Smith? I have never thought of Miss Smith in the whole course of my existence; never paid her any attentions, but as your friend; never cared whether she were dead or alive, but as your friend. If she has fancied otherwise, her own wishes have misled her, and I am very sorry, extremely sorry. But, Miss Smith, indeed! Oh, Miss Woodhouse, who can think of Miss Smith when Miss Woodhouse is near?'"

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This is what happens when one embarks on rereading Emma. *sigh*


Blog EntryPunisaur vs. Dino-steel!Apr 30, '08 4:00 AM
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